Reviving and rejoicing! What an exciting pair of words full of energy, joy, and great expectations. What about the word “law.” Not as enticing. Not at first glance anyway…
I sat sulking in church several years ago. My attention had been focused on several recent major disappointments. There was a definite gap between how I wanted to live my life and how I knew God wanted me to live it. I had made painful decisions that I knew honored God in action but my heart was far from it. I felt that everything I wanted was outside His will and that the path before me would be bleak. I felt like I was in a box, hemmed in by biblical principles and looking out at others enjoying their freedom as they lived lives directed by decisions to satiate their own desires.
It had been one of those mornings where I almost didn’t go to church but pushed myself to make the quick 2 minute drive there. I was focused on my own feelings as the sermon started. Then the Lord spoke directly to me as a guest pastor read from Psalm 19:
7 The law of the Lord is perfect,
reviving the soul;
the testimony of the Lord is sure,
making wise the simple;
8 the precepts of the Lord are right,
rejoicing the heart;
the commandment of the Lord is pure,
enlightening the eyes;
9 the fear of the Lord is clean,
enduring forever;
the rules of the Lord are true,
and righteous altogether.
10 More to be desired are they than gold,
even much fine gold;
sweeter also than honey
and drippings of the honeycomb.
11 Moreover, by them is your servant warned;
in keeping them there is great reward.
I was electrified by God’s word. It was the exact opposite of what I was feeling at the time, but I knew it to be true. I knew the Lord was telling me to look to him expecting to be revived, made joyful, enlightened-to look to Him expecting strength to endure, sweetness, and delightful treasures and rewards. There was everything I wanted to have and feel in a few simple verses and what ushers it all in but the one thing I resented- the laws and precepts of the Lord!
It was in fact fear of the Lord that was the deciding force in the difficult decisions I had made at the time. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom (Proverbs 9:10), but what reviving and rejoicing, what feasting comes will fuller wisdom! My circumstances remained the same but a blessed shift in perspective made all the difference in how I experienced them and what I expected the outcomes to be.
Now I am grateful to be in a season of “bringing in the sheaves.” (Psalms 126:6) I believe many of the blessings I experience now are a direct result of making difficult decisions based on biblical principles. I expect there will be more seasons of going out weeping and sowing, of making difficult decisions based on God’s law and precepts, and always reviving and rejoicing in the midst.